>we just wanna be heard<

hi there everyone.. tried posting a few days ago , but there was some prob n my home comp hanged again.. argh... but well.. just an update... i'm getting stressed!!! argh!! n i'm super lagging behind alot of work... haven't been able to finish my reading before attending any single lecture.. even my japanese studies( shall call it js k.. cuz can't say it's "jap studies" cuz 'jap' has some negative connotations to it) it's my fav module now.. but i cant even get to finish 30 pages of readings before the lecture.. so go dere blur blur abit loh.. somemore i went abit late on thu... couldn't get on the internal shuttle.. argh.. sci pple are simply hogging my bus!! the bus wun even open the door loh... so entered late.. abit lost in the beginning.. when my lecturer started talk abt the meiji revolution.. he was talking abt some irony stuff.. but i dun get wat he's saying... haiz.. my fault lah.. never do readings n den still go late...

well, lecture still remain interesting to mi.. but now got alot more characters coming into the picture.. so abit hard to remember who did wat.. feel quite bad ar.. my fav subject n i din even finish my reading.. n it's the first time i'm late for lect..haha.. haiz.. but i guess not bad lah.. first time late after 3 weeks of sch..(not including tut cuz i'm always in the wrong class..hehe..)
abit regret talking sociology leh.. realise it's not really wat i tot it to be leh.. lecture is super boring loh.. at 4pm, i have to listen to a droning lecturer.. tink he's american.. his voice is super low n i can realli sleep in it.. just dat the chair is so uncomfortable.. realise dat all the chairs in nus is super hard n it super uncomfortable loh... i realli admire those who can sleep in lect in them... some pple just come to lect to sleep loh.. i 've seen before.. but wat for?? no one will scold them if they dun come.. so might as well sleep at home ... instead of sleeping on the uncomfortable chair.. n lt 11 is realli lousy ar... i super dun like the chair with the white small table.. den dun remember tat there's a grp of pple who are left handed ar... i always have to write on my lap loh.. biased pple..haiz...
well , i realli dun like sociology.. dun like the lect. dun understand wat's happening in tut. n there's assignment every wk!! somemore not easy to do loh... next tut assignment is to observe pple.. so who want to be my guinea pig?? so wasted .. the 2 smart guys in my soci class in other grp.. my grp is the blur blur grp.. dunnoe anything at all.. including mi... luckily no project..if not sure fail ar.. ya.. on wed , i went to the wrong class for soci tut ar.. saw wrongly.. went to my literature classroom dat's supposed to be held later... so stupidly sit dere for 5 mins.. n realise dat the notes the pple there have is diff frm mine... so went to ask one of them.. den realise it was some IF**** class..some info tech class...second time alreadi.. i really need to SEE my timetable properly... last time went into wrong lt loh.. haha.. see how blur i am... i still haven't quite got the feel of the arrangement of the arts blocks... spent my time on mon walking 1 big round to get to as4.. i still dun noe how to get there by short cut.. have to wake up earlier on mon n figure out.. tink i'm the onli one who's been ard in sch for 3 wks but yet not noe where the blocks ar...well back to sociology... i was supposed to hand in my assignment on wed during tut.. luckily my tutor is a graduate student..so she's more relax.. supposed to email her the questions yest.. but i haven't finish reading the super duper chim readings... how to understand leh.. when every line has at least 5 words i dun understand n there's like 30+ pages... some more must formulate questions... i heck care ar.. going to finish reading it today den tmr den send her... maybe come out wif some crap excuse if she ask..so not interested in it loh.. dun feel like doing .. but bo pian.. heard dat some pple's classes are fun... mine quite boring... tink must have guy tutor den fun.. more interactive.. i wish my js tutor is my lect.. cuz i like him alot.. but i get some other lecturer instead.. haiz... hopefully my econs will be better cuz it's some graduate student called alex one.. dunnoe y but he just intro himself on the forum.. well, i wish i wish i get dr avenell as tutor.. he seem more fun.. english tut also quite boring leh.. haiz... well dat's my week.. hope the rest of u have a better one than mi n also will have a gd one for the week ahead... gtg do readings liao..till next time!! ciao!